The story of Alexander

This is Alexander and over there are Dave, Alexander are 13 years old he have just started 7th grade, Alexander are curious and excited of the new school system since he were in the 6th grade before but Alexander noticed something that he never felt before he felt something like tingling and something weird feeling in the body like he wanted to be close to something but he couldn't figure out what it was so here Alexander are sitting in the classroom and reading a book until he suddenly looks over the classroom to see someone that he want to talk to but are afraid to he don't know why but he want to talk to Dave but he are to afraid to talk to him so he just sits there are looks at him and reading his book until Dave comes over and asks "Are everything going fine here?" and Alexander says "Yes" and keeps on reading. Alexander gets some new friends in class that he hangs out with their names are Susan and Emilie they were smokers but Alexander didn't smoke but his whole family did so later on Susan and Emilie wanted to smoke some cigarettes so Alexander got them some and started smoking himself too look cool but later on he started develop "feelings" for these girls Alexander though that he loved them but he didn't, so now we're back in the classroom with Dave over the classroom chilling this went on for about like a year. Now Alexander are going to start 8th grade he have now smoked his first marijuana with his friends he did that in december 2013 with Brad, Susan, Emilie, Adriana and Kris, they were at a football stadium and smoked hasch Alexander got so high that he thought he walked sideways and everything were dancing around him, so now he start smoking weed in school after school and even before school this went on a while. Alexander are now in the 8th grade and are feeling good and are 1 year older he are now 14 years old and are already an pothead he usually sits in class and now he is like staring at Dave because he can't get him out of his head and Dave help Alexander much in class and now are Alexander getting feelings for Dave but the worst thing is Dave is an teacher and 20 years older than him so that makes him pretty sad but happy when he are around Dave he gets full with joy and happiness when he can work alone with Dave, Alexander basically are in love with Dave he wants to say it but are afraid that Dave will like not wanna be with him or like leave or something he are scared to tell him that he loves him but this would let him get it all out but now Alexander are doing pretty bad in school because he are out with his friends and smoke weed but Alexander don't want Dave to know that he do "drugs" but 1 day Alexander gets called in to the principal and there are 2 civil cops waiting for Alexander and makes him take a drug test so he walks to the bathroom with the cop and piss and can you guys think what happens next... yeah he gets busted he are positive on Cannabis the devils lettuce. Alexander thinks that Dave know but don't actually know if Dave know that Alexander take drugs but Alexander keeps smoking weed and going in school being a pretty good kid and now he are getting his first girlfriend and her name are Natasha and she loves sex on their first night when they had sex, they had sex around 3-4 times and Alexander couldn't cum once because of his love for Dave he are not gay or anything he are just in love with a guy. Alexander are now in 9th grade and are not smoking weed anymore he are in school really looking at Dave like everywhere while Dave are looking at Alexander and Alexander wants to give Dave hints that he likes him but he don't say anything he likes shows with his looks so now Alexander are deeply in love with Dave because of his look, personality and all the goods there where not much happening in the 9th grade except that he were studying and had a great time. Now we are at the last days of school and Alexander are sad because he will never meet Dave again after he leaves school but he do after the after school party (That are a party when you go out 9th grade, you and your buddies drink and gets wasted) on the day that the school party are on he drinks a little and confess his love about Dave and he gets replies back pretty nice texts by the way so he goes to the party, drinks and smokes weed and fucks around and then a while after he meets Dave at the schools café and his heart starts to explode so he talks with him and Dave asks what he did on the party and he said that he smoked weed and drank some alcohol and had a great time and after that Dave blocked him and never wrote to him again and to this day Alexander are deeply depressed of that he can't do anything about his love for Dave.