The Gay

On November the 3th,my bestest friend told me the best advice, he said "What is taken, can be proven"....i cried at his death,last night he texted me "If i died would you cry?" "Of coruse i would not! but i think he knew i was just joking around. The next morning he told me that he would wait for me at a cliff,near the sea. Waiting there for 35 mins the sun started to rise higher,looking around he never came,lying on fresh grass,i looked up at the sky then closed my eye's. Dreaming about my best friend "James," seeing James on the cliff where we always hanged out,he looked behind and smiled at me with a tears running down,he looked at me with such pityful eye's,as i took a step he waved goodbye to me,suddenly it hit me,i knew he was going to kill himself right there where i was lying on.Seeing him fall to his death i ran after him,i was so close grabing his hand,but i missed. Yelling "NO!" tears filled up my eye's. Gasping while crying. I get up and turned around,suddenly i remembered that i had a dream about him jumping to his death. Running towards the edge i bent down and looked over. When i looked over i saw James body in the water,floating up,crows on him. Scared i fall down to my back,gasping in more air.Feeling a pain shoot straight from my chest.So much pain i felt like dizzy.