right love at the wrong time

I suddenly heard a story of this kind of situation that really confuses me of asking that question..(I will hide their name for safety reasons).

Lorah was now married and had three children, a boy eighteen, a girl turning fourteen and a boy again who’s already ten years old. Her husband is working abroad but every year he always come home for two months vacation. Lorah is not working, she only takes care of her children and manage the households. Internet or facebook is her past time. Catch up with friends where now in every part of the world. All of her friends past and new are in her list. One night chatting with her girl friend who is also talking to her family, someone appears on her chat box asking why she’s still up. Looking at his name confuse her why suddenly this man chat her. Brad was in her list for almost two years, he added her when he was still working abroad. He was now working in their country. And for about two years of being friends in facebook they never had any single conversation. But they know each other since birth. And for her not only know half of her childhood she loves this man, but broke her heart without even knowing it.

They we’re neighbors they always play and fight in their childhood before. He two years was older than her. But the boy he never fails to ruin her day just to make fun of her. Every day she only wants to see him but he always messing up with her day, she always end up angry before the day is done. She’s was in high school when lost her focus on him, she met new friends and start having boyfriends. She’s in fourth year high school when she finds out that Brad and her friend Ica are together. No one knows how she feels for him and she silently cry for one week and loosed focus on everything, she mess up totally mess up. She was in first year in college when she met John, she was young and she thought he was her true love. After months of being together she got pregnant . But his mother never hide the feeling that she doesn’t want her for her son. Her parents plan a their marriage even she knows that they don’t want it. She told her father that she don’t want to get married. Her father understand and agree to her decision. She race her son alone with the help of her parents and she never heard anything from John after she cancel the wedding. After a year she got a news from John’s relative that he’s married. It was pain full because maybe she hoping that he will realize that he wants to be with them soon. It never happen, she move on focus on work and never continue with her study. Her son turns four when he met Daniel and she got pregnant again, but still she doesn’t want to get married. But Daniel wanted it and her parents didn’t agree this to her decision. They got married and start their life simple and full of problems. They we’re in their fourteen years of marriage now and going strong, but there is no perfect relationship as fairy tale is..

She reply with Brad and they start their conversation with a nonsense topic that they just end up laughing with it, which is different because the last thing she remembers they always fight. They end up the morning by Brad asking her phone number, she was hesitate at first but end up giving it because she thinks nothing wrong with it. When she woke up she receive a message from Brad and they we’re texting the whole day. The next morning before she sleep she posted on her wall that she’s not feeling well. Two hours of her sleep is not enough but she’s awake and receives text message from Brad telling her to take medicine to feel better. She told him to stop being concern because it’s working. He said he was really having different feeling about her lately and the concern is real. He confess to her that he loves Lorah since childhood, messing up and making fun of her is his way of showing how he feels. He was hurt when she got pregnant and blame himself for not courting her before. Brad doesn’t know that Lorah is crying while he was reading his confession. Lorah also confess on what he feels for him and texting stop for a while. The next message she receive is Brad is asking for a chance to be with her even they we’re both complicated. Lorah is crying and turn between saying yes and no. she knows what right and wrong but she don’t want to argue about what is right for now because she know she wants this to happen. Love fails to see them before the time they don’t know that their feeling is mutual. And now that they know, Lorah is confused, but she really wants to give it a chance. Even she feels it’s like a dream and still can’t believe that destiny is playing their life.

I know that whatever it leads them it was wrong and some of us might not understand the situation here. But can we resist of loving someone you use to love before until now? How we can survive to hurt the people around you by giving a chance to love someone who loves you too? This a big question and I want to follow their story on what will happen after accepting their love and consequences. Thanks for reading…<3