no one understands

no one understands. No one will never know how I really feel, Because everyone is blind, blind to reality. We are so focused on looking presentable and good in others eyes and not good in our own. We spend hours trying to fit in when we should try to stand out. Why do we want everyone to love us? we have to have haters to have lovers. We are all human, we all have are own opinions but that doesn't make us bad, and it doesn't make us evil, it makes us, us. what I'm trying to say here is not everyone is the same, I get told all the time why do you wear that? why do you think that? and why does this bother you? BEACUSE I have a heart you know the think that beats and keeps us alive. Because I have these magical things called brain cells, that make your brain function and think on its own without others doing it for you. Oh I'm sorry you don't know what those things are because you don't need to know what they are do you? all you need to know is what's the latest fashion trends and what that girl in your English class thinks about you. Don't worry about it its fine we don't need a brain or a heart when we can look pretty. do we? oh what did you say? its not all about the looks? are you sure? what if I told said you were alone at a park minding your own business and suddenly a women walks up to you with sunglasses on in the winter, a lime green jumper with the word "reality" splattered all over it and a pair of baggy white pyjama bottoms on with brown knee high boots on. and she politely asked "would you liked to be my friend?" Guarantee 70% of you would say yes with a nervous laugh and tell all your mates about her while laughing and doing a crazy expression with your hands. 25% of you would of sat there and been socially awkward and said nothing until she walked away. And 5% of you would of said yeah sure and spoke to her like she was a person because that's what she is. so have you learned any thing from this because I have and I wrote it, its to not look on the outside its to look on the inside. Did you know everyone has a heart of gold you just need to find it. xoxo Leonie out