Why?

I'm really sad..since elementary days im always bullied by the people around me..why? What did i do to make my life like this..i'm always asking myself..why?..im always looking to other people's life..looking for someone that had been same life like me..i am a coward one..im trying to be the best but..i'm always ended up like this..looking down to my self and asking why?..really sad..

Now i'm working but still doubting about myself..saying that" why? I can't do anything" and choosing the path that make my life easy..i wish i could escape from this reality.. I'm always depending to other..i wish i can help myself by choosing this path..i wish

I just want to share my life to others. i wish..if anyone can read this...please choose the right choice..one life one choice...